Monday, October 10, 2011

On Where I've Been.

I've been trying to decide the best way to get this info out. So, I guess I'll stop stalling & just say it. I'm single. 

Yes, that's correct. I was the dumper.

Let me start by saying, it was a hard decision. A really, really hard one. I do love Dan a lot. I think he's a really nice guy, but we have issues that I know in my heart could never be fixed. We've tried. A lot.

We worked well, most of the time. But Dan has a lot of growing up to do. He enjoys going to work, coming home and playing xbox. He's kinda lazy. Hate to say it but it's true. He never, ever surprises me. Never, ever leaves me little notes, or anything. He won't come on walks with me when I used to take his dog on them. I'd always go out with him & his friends, but he'd never go out with me & mine.

I'm not trying to throw him under the bus by any means, but getting it all out feels good. We've broken up a couple times before. Each & everytime he's said he's trying to change. But, he doesn't. He does for a mnth or two & then goes right back. It's not his fault, its just who he is.

It sucks a lot. It does. I love him & I really wish we could work, but I know in my heart, I'll never be 100% happy.

6 comments:

Meggie said...

Awe, I'm really sorry to hear that but I totally understand where you are coming from.
Keep your chin up!!

Mallory said...

It sounds like it's for the best and you need to grow on your own for a little while. Stay strong, it gets easier with time. xox

Kasey said...

I'm sorry to hear that. :-( Either way, it sucks to break up. It sounds like you made the right decision though. You weren't happy.

Fash Boulevard said...

A lot of guys are like this, but that doesn't mean it's ok. It's in their blood to say they're willing to change and do for a little while, but they will go back to old habits because that's who they are. That's why it's important to find someone you don't need to change. love love love this post. good to get it off your chest. If you get a second I've got some exciting news on my blog and a to die for heel. I'd love to hear what you think. xo

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Miranda said...

aw that sucks...but you do what is best for yourself. coming over from kasey's blog!
www.diesundas33.blogspot.com

Kodie said...

Sometimes I think being the dumper is harder than being the dumpee. Props to you for making a hard decision but doing what you know is best for you.

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